Les Moments Musicaux
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Friday, July 12, 2002 I hadn't felt so joyful and lively lately. My mom is back from the hospital.. i found it out at work and that just made my day! Thanks to Sergio, I left work early. I'm so happy to be home with my mom. I was getting sick of the hospital.. although i just went there after work. I missed laughing out loud and speaking loud, though we were probably the loudest in that section. I miss Pat, the other patient in my mom's room. I so wanna hear that she's doing fine. She wasn't in a good condition when i left last night. Anyways, we're listening to googoosh, "parandeh" now. I can dance with any music, with any whisper! This was an end to the first step.. it may only be a beginning, but i'm so sure that she'll recover. I see her as cheerful and energetic as always. "vaaje ra bayad shost, vaje bayad khode baad , khode baraan baashad.." ok i gotta go now.. posted by Farzaneh | 8:33 p.m. Tuesday, July 09, 2002 Found out a whole lot of stuff about her disease.. gave me a headache.. but now I know what it is. Water is pure, Music is life, Air is fresh. came from the hospital and went swimming. I'm too tired to explain anything. yaa, i'll be back tomorrow.. posted by Farzaneh | 11:56 p.m. Sunday, July 07, 2002 I'm realizing how close one's life is to a disaster, a misfortune, to anything that could change his whole life in such a short time. And time is the only healer, if there exists any at all. Actually, I've always thought about this before, and I'm always gratefull for what I have.. but now, I can actually feel it.. and now I know I have to be stronger, and more gratefull even. I need to start this journal so that I know and remember that I'm living each day of my life. I have to prove it to myself that i'm not wasting any day, 'cause each day can be a great one.. I've been listening to Shamlu's "Chidane Sepideh dam" lately, so no wonder why i'm in a poetic mood! I was going to write this journal in Farsi, 'cause that's how I can best express myself, besides the fact that it is a much richer language than English. Anyways, I just cannot type fast enough in Farsi and I would lose my thoughts if I were to do so. ok, now let's get back to the diary! I came back from the hospital about an hour ago. I woke up thinking that I'm going to be happy and strong today.. no more tears or dark thoughts. And so that's how my day was. I went swimming in the morning with Sheida. It was a lot of fun, and the weather was great for tanning. Then I made food for lunch (the first time i ever made ghormeh sabzi !!) and it turned out pretty good actually! except that it was a bit more sour than it should be. Then all of us being my dad, Farhang and I , went to the hospital again. My mom was feeling better today and she was happy to see that I wasn't sad anymore. I really tried to hide my feelings and act lively yesterday, but she knows me well enough to know how exactly i'm feeling.. oh, i'm getting so tired.. and I have to go back to work tomorrow.. I wish I could get a week off sometime! well, that's what i wish for every sunday night.. The "start" is always hard. And i'm glad I started this journal!! posted by Farzaneh | 10:47 p.m. Saturday, July 06, 2002 Get Ready! posted by Farzaneh | 3:58 p.m. | | | | |
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