Les Moments Musicaux
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Sunday, July 07, 2002 I'm realizing how close one's life is to a disaster, a misfortune, to anything that could change his whole life in such a short time. And time is the only healer, if there exists any at all. Actually, I've always thought about this before, and I'm always gratefull for what I have.. but now, I can actually feel it.. and now I know I have to be stronger, and more gratefull even. I need to start this journal so that I know and remember that I'm living each day of my life. I have to prove it to myself that i'm not wasting any day, 'cause each day can be a great one.. I've been listening to Shamlu's "Chidane Sepideh dam" lately, so no wonder why i'm in a poetic mood! I was going to write this journal in Farsi, 'cause that's how I can best express myself, besides the fact that it is a much richer language than English. Anyways, I just cannot type fast enough in Farsi and I would lose my thoughts if I were to do so. ok, now let's get back to the diary! I came back from the hospital about an hour ago. I woke up thinking that I'm going to be happy and strong today.. no more tears or dark thoughts. And so that's how my day was. I went swimming in the morning with Sheida. It was a lot of fun, and the weather was great for tanning. Then I made food for lunch (the first time i ever made ghormeh sabzi !!) and it turned out pretty good actually! except that it was a bit more sour than it should be. Then all of us being my dad, Farhang and I , went to the hospital again. My mom was feeling better today and she was happy to see that I wasn't sad anymore. I really tried to hide my feelings and act lively yesterday, but she knows me well enough to know how exactly i'm feeling.. oh, i'm getting so tired.. and I have to go back to work tomorrow.. I wish I could get a week off sometime! well, that's what i wish for every sunday night.. The "start" is always hard. And i'm glad I started this journal!! posted by Farzaneh | 10:47 p.m. | |
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